Here She Comes Now

So I recently decided that instead of living in Chicago after College, I would really like to live In either New York City or Brooklyn. I've always wanted to see both cities, and I've always felt a sense of fondness for them. Living in Brooklyn would be sweet as hell, to simply put it. I could buy a "Stoop Apartment, get a job for some magazines and newspapers, jog every morning while simotaniously viewing the serene New York City Skyline. It would be the life. But, I'm only 17, my jeans are too short, I'm a busboy, not a reporter, and a struggling musician who everytime picks up his guitar isn't satisfied. I have the ambition of a lifetime, but dont exactly know how to use it. I think I'll just take life one step at a time for now... College first at NMU, where, by the way, I've decided is where I'm going. I really like the school, it's desolate, and very nature-oriented. It's a good fit for me, and I'll be rooming with a good friend of mine from Cross Country. After college, probobly internships and maybe grad school. But you know what??? Who gives a shit, right now is now, I need to live life by the moment, I suppose I havn't been very happy lately, and that is a main factor to that.

All I know is that on saturday I'm taking some photos somewhere in the area around here and that should be fun... I guess I'll take life from there.

IS THIS GOOD ENOUGH MR. BERRY? I CHANGED THE BACKGROUND COLOR AND SUCH... and it looks REALLY bad if it's repeated, so I only had it hang off to the left, okay? Tell me if you wanna change something...
-Matthias The Great

Good times are ahead... I havn't given up hope.

Here's a short list....

Winter
My birthday
The Senior Party
2nd Semester Senior year and it's low work requirements
My band hopefully getting more time to practice.
Jevys Pizza
Good times rolling

sweet dreams

So Last Night I had the most random dream....
And By Far The Most Interesting one I've had in a long while...
So here's how it went...
Not much to it, but It baffled me for some reason.

I'm in New York City with a few friends. Or in between Brooklyn and New York. Because I was on the Brooklyn Bridge, and it was in the middle of the night. My friends and I (I have now forgotten which friends were with me, but i'm guessing these friends are Matt and Anne). So we start out walking towards the middle of the bridge to catch a glimpse of the beatiful New York City Skyline. But we never really do. Or, we never get to the middle of the bridge. In fact, I never see the middle of the bridge, because all that lies ahead of me is complete darkness, so full of nothing. Nothing But Voices. Voices that invite nothing but terror and death. It was really scary. In fact, this darkness that was blocking me and my friends from a beatiful night's stroll was really disdurbing to me. I just can't explain it. Anyways, We ended up turning back and abandoning the certain death sentance (or so it seemed) that awaited us if we were to cross the rest of the bridge.

That's one part of my dream. The rest I really can't remember, It was so weird. Just random bits of me and some random people wandering New York.

I just figured I'd post this just for "documentation" purposes. Just so I can remember, I get these sorts of dreams every so often, whether it be a dream about me and my dad canoing in a big river in a small canyon, or me marching up a very tall hill overlooking a small city, it's just very random, and it rarely happens.